Spring Fling?

Oh, goodness! I can't seem to find any way out of the crap that I'm stuck under. "One day at a time," I know, but sometimes it just feels like there's no way out no matter how small of a step I'm taking to tackle these things. It's not depression, I don't think, but something is definitely "afoot," in the words of the great Sherlock Holmes. Maybe it's the change in the weather, well, the lack of change. It's supposed to be sunny and warming and like a clean slate, but everything is dingy and unhappy and gloomy.