L.A.I.K.I. Part II

Okay, so here I am, feeling lost and alone, wondering if I am some kind of repulsion to all men of the human race. I don't think I'm all that bad...my intelligence and dry wit can sometimes be a little overbearing to some, but that just means they're not the one for me. But this guy I'm after knows me inside and out...at least I thought he did...maybe he doesn't know me that well, or if he does, maybe he doesn't like me because of it. I know that we have great conversations, we enjoy each other's company, but I guess that might have been just a charade. Well, hopeless I will stay, romantic maybe not.

Life as I know it

Well, life as I know it right now is confusing. Nothing really drastic has changed or happened, but that's and okay thing for me. If anyone else out there thinks that some changes are bad, let me know because I hate change. Another thing I hate is when you discover someone's feelings and you had no idea that they were thinking this way until it's almost too late. Then you call them on it, and they play it like it's no big deal instead of opening up and sharing with you. It frustrates me to think that I am alone in thinking that it is better to share your feelings with someone you care about than to just brush it off. Please, someone out there, tell me I'm not alone...

Crazy Baby!

I am in a crazy good mood today. Yesterday, I went with the SHS Band to Evart where they have a "festival"--mainly a music and marching competition. They got a Division I rating, which is like the best that a band can do. So I'm excited about that, and things are going well with my b/f, so I've been having a pretty great week.

Missed Opportunity

Sorry fellas, I'm off the market for now. Ran into an old friend at my former high school's Homecoming, we hit it off, and now we're kinda involved. Sorry to break the news to you like this, but trust me, it's better this way.

WOW!

Life really flies by you if you don't take time to watch it. You really have to be careful, otherwise it's past you and you've got nothing else to do except take a huge nap six feet under. Anyways, life has really been flying past, and I'm kinda excited about it. Being a Libra and all means my birthday is close around the corner, one year older, hopefully one year wiser.